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Life Without Walls

4/23/2013

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We all have insecurities. Some greater then others. I was discussing this just last week with someone very dear to me. I mentioned to him that the person who can stand in front of thousands of people has the same insecurity as the one who'd be petrified of such a situation. Being in front of all those people, exposed like that would be so intimidating to the latter. However the one on stage would say the exact opposite; on stage he is in control of what is being exposed and how close people can get. The notion of an intimate setting is far more threatening to such a person. Both individuals are afraid and insecure of some level of intimacy. I don't recall exactly how we came about discussing this topic but the circumstances of our being together was ripe for heavy soul bearing with each other. Last Sunday my dear friend Rabbi Mike Stern and his wife Denise lost their twelve year old daughter Shoshie in a tragic car accident. How does one comfort someone from such pain? I did not know, so I flew to Florida to simply be there and let them know that I love them deeply. 

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I never had the fortune of getting to know Shoshie but everything that is known and becoming more known, clearly demonstrates she was a very special young lady. There have already been many articles written about her as well as a beauttful memorial website. Additionally, her brief life and sudden loss have impacted so many to take on serious meaningful life commitments. My sixteen year old daughter received an email just yesterday encouraging her to take on a mitzvah in Shoshie's merit from a camp friend in England! However, while I was there for a few days I was also moved deeply by something else.

We all know the notion that when we see someone else's struggles we realize that ours are not so difficult. Yet it is an entirely different lesson when we witness how great people go through those challenges. I went to Florida along with so many others to show my love and support. The truth is that we all ended up being lifted and held by the Sterns. The strength and dignity that not only Mike and Denise displayed but their children as well was profound. From the very beginning of the ordeal, Denise had the fortitude to show concern about the drivers state of being. Upon hearing that it was not a result of drunk or reckless driving she beseeched the officer to inform the driver that he shouldn't let this ruin his life with guilt. Mike stood in front of the thousand people attending Shoshie's funeral and earnestly informed us all that he was privileged to have had Shoshie in their life for these past twelve years. This continued throughout the entire funeral and shiva. Each one of us that came ended up being the ones comforted. What struck me most though was something else; the overwhelming outpouring of love.

When the little boy from Brooklyn was taken and brutally murdered the entire Jewish world mourned. There was a worldwide response of love and support as a result of that heinous act. This was something different. This was not a response to an attack against us or some unbelievable abnormality, this was a tragic accident that sadly does happen occasionally and yet the response felt similiar. As I watched the Stern family it became clear to me why.

In Pirke Avos it states: "Who is honored? The one that honors others". The Sterns have a gift of not only caring about the countless people that have walked into their home but making sure that each and everyone of them knows that they are loved. Mike and Denise see no denominations nor distinctions, only people created in the image of Hashem and deserving of our love and concern. It is no wonder that the funeral and shiva were filled with a spectrum of people ranging from Belzer Chassidim to tye-dye tzi-tzis wearing individuals to the most unafilliated. Each one of them came as a result of the tremendous love they had for the Sterns. This ability to show our love is one of our greatest insecurities. We are all too often afraid to let those dearest to us know how we feel about them. We hide within self imposed walls that trap in our emotions and lock out those close to us. This very insecurity is what prevents us from seeing Hashem's love for us. Mike and Denise clearly have the ability to knock down those walls not only with their guests but with their children. It is no surprise that Mike calls his organization Rabbi Without Walls. His ability to break down any emotional barriers are what enabled Rabbi Goldberg from Boca Raton to exclaim that this was the first time all three distinct Boca Raton communities came together as one. The overwhelming outpouring of love is because of the tremendous love the Sterns have for everyone else.

Mike commented at Shoshie's funeral how at a mere twelve years old she got it. She figured out what life was all about. I'm sorry Mike, you're wrong. You figured it out! You and Denise figured out that life is so simple, just live with the reality that Hashem loves you and share that love with all those around you. Not to be scared of being hurt or rejected. To allow ourselves to experience the greatest of all traits, to be like God, loving everyone regardless of classification. To be close and open with those dear to you before it is to late. Because you two figured it out, all of your amazing children got it as well. Now hopefully some of us will too. Thank you.

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Michael Stern
4/23/2013 06:52:36 am

Tears roll down my face - How I hope this was all true! May we all together appreciate, understand and live with the truth of your words.I know this Denise and I are only as good as the people we surround ourselves with. At our Shiva we were able to stand tall from the Annuni HaKavod of the community and those select few who never for a moment left our side. We will never forget your kindness.

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Jane greenfield Shomberg
4/23/2013 07:20:51 am

Michael- I am so sorry for your loss. Your daughter Shoshie seemed like an incredible and insightful young lady. It would have been a privilege to have met her. Love to you and your entire family. Know that we live far apart, but we think of you daily.

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Elizabeth
4/23/2013 02:45:12 pm

Dear Mike and Denise. I am Fay's sister and I also lost my daughter who was a beautiful person. I deeply identify with you not just because of the loss but because of the way you are coping with the loss. I am sending you a big hug from far. Elizabeth from Israel.

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Marty Schneer
4/28/2013 01:19:03 am

Mike, I know very well that so much of what Rabbi Denbo wrote is true about you and your family. The way you have always dealt with adversity, your non- judgmental support has given me strength beyond words. Yes we are all human but your holiness and greatness always shines through. I am blessed to have you all in my life.

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Denise
5/7/2013 08:46:14 am

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